I AM GAY FOR BRITTANI

“You don’t know who I am.”

Those were the words that made me feel … all tingly, alive, and confused all at once! 

Until that moment …I had considered myself “straight."

I dated men…

I got married to a man…

I got an annulment from a man

I was even willing to remarry if I attracted the “right man”…

AND THEN I MET BRITTANI.

Smart. Beautiful. Confident. Badass.

I was in California at a business seminar, when Brittani’s brother, Matt introduced us.  Originally from Miami, she happened to be in California to promote one of her best-selling products, a secretion sweeter that she created called Sugar Cum.

We hit it off immediately as friends - well ... I thought just as friends.

(You ask her now, she admits she was plotting the whole time. She says couldn't resist the red lipstick and big curly hair. )

Throughout the four days, we shared goals, aspirations and plans to take over the world!

As a serial entrepreneur and savvy business woman, Brittani passionately shared the list of projects she was involved in and it fueled me!  Her tenacity for success was infectious.  I shared my passion for health and wellness and it was a perfect match.
She helped me with a few ideas for my business and I helped her with nutrition and fitness.

We exchanged information.
She went back to Miami.
I went back to New York.
We stayed connected after the seminar... umm to continue to motivate each other.

I admit… I was intrigued by her. I didn’t know why I wanted to talk to her all the time. I didn’t know why I was excited to receive her text messages.  All I knew was… she was smart, authentic, tough yet vulnerable... and I liked how I felt talking to her. 

Then she came to New York.

It was her birthday weekend.  I was excited to see her, and we made plans to meet up for a mini birthday celebration. I dressed up like I was going on a date.
(I swear, my soul knew I was into her before I did.)

And that is when it happened. In a loud bar in Chelsea, I was sitting in between Brittani and my friend, and I felt this connection with Brittani.  It was as if it was only her and I were in the room. I was completely present and didn’t want to be anywhere else. (best feeling ever)

After a few hours … and a few vodka martinis...

The check came, my friend and I tried to grab the check to pay... 

Like a ninja, Brittani grabs the check.  After a few minutes of going back and forth - it was her birthday for goodness sake and we wanted to treat her- she fiercely looked into my eyes and said, “You don’t know who I am.” 

Chills went up my spine.

Confession - if a man would have said that to me the way she did, I probably would have thought he was arrogant and cocky.

But her tone, her look, the vodka martinis and the way I was already feeling … was a perfect recipe for desire.  She got my attention and I wanted to know more about this young, confident, braveheart Lesbian.

We set up another get together or “date” …  for the very next day.

My life would never be the same.

Brittani's New York trip, ignited feelings I had never felt for a woman, I wasn’t brave enough to talk about just yet... but thank goodness – I was mindful enough to know that love is love and I wasn't going to ignore what I was feeling.

The months to follow were filled with fear, bravery, innocence, insecurity, exploration, risks, vulnerability, passion, sadness, joy, confusion, excitement, disappointment, breakthroughs, self-acceptance, pleasure, bravery, happily ever day by day and most importantly… unconditional love.

Today, I write this as the very proud wife of Brittani Alexis Feinberg - inventor, innovator, and beautiful human being.

And when people ask me if I am gay... I proudly declare I AM GAY FOR BRITTANI!

Look, I am no relationship expert but I am an expert at following my heart.
And hopefully our story will inspire you to do the same.
I look forward to sharing more.

In the meantime...

You deserve the world.
You deserve freedom to be yourself.
There is someone praying for someone like you just the way you are.
Do not worry about what anyone else will think.
Be a Warrior for Love. 



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Natalia Maldonado Feinberg, Wellness Warrior, is a health and wellness expert, inspiring educator and creator of Warrior Boost.  She is dedicated to helping people take inspiring action towards a stronger and healthier version of themselves with the Wellness Warrior Experience.
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7 WAYS I GOT OUT OF H.E.L.L

If you're going through hell, keep going. 
 - Winston Churchill 

I get it. But what if... you want to keep going without going through hell anymore. What if you are really tapped out?  

Have you ever felt like you just want to give up?

I have experienced moments of such despair and feeling energetically, mentally, and physically depleted. H.E.L.L can look and feel differently for all. 

Anger and disappointment...towards myself, the circumstance and the world- 2013 

Physical illness from forcing, pushing and not resting

In attempt to "keep going" while still feeling despair. Eyes say everything.  -2015

WHAT DOES H.E.L.L STAND FOR IN MY WORLD? 

Health-related issues - Colds, flu, migraines, serious illness, chronic pain and dis-ease that manifest in the body from excessive stress.
Exhaustion - Physical and mental fatigue that does not allow us to function at our normal ability.
Lack - Moments of feeling unworthy, unloved and unsafe.  It is feeling as if there isn't enough time, resources, support and/or love.
Lost Soul - Not asking for God's guidance and/or not taking it seriously.

H.E.L.L is not trusting that life wants me to be healthy and happy.
H.E.L.L is allowing the feeling of shame, worry, fear, lack, anger, guilt control me.
H.E.L.L is giving my power away.
H.E.L.L is not speaking my truth.
H.E.L.L is not living my soul-purpose.
H.E.L.L is having "everything" according to society and still feeling empty.
H.E.L.L is feeling so terrorized by life that I want to give up on life.

CAN YOU RELATE? 

HERE ARE 7 WAYS THAT HELPED ME HEAL AND EXPERIENCE MORE HEAVEN ON EARTH:

#1 PRAY

Yes! I get on my hands and knees and have a conversations with the BIG MAN! This is a must. I talk to him ALL THE TIME. MY BEST FRIEND.

#2 DAILY MEDITATION

To meditate is to be aware and listen. When things are great and when things are really shitty, meditating is a daily ritual.
WAKE UP, PRAY, MEDITATE. (GREAT T-SHIRT IDEA -I GET 10% ! )

At the moment I am doing The Practice led by Patricia Moreno, a year long training that includes morning and evening meditation. Go check out her website and receive a taste of her awesomeness! Who is Patricia Moreno?  I also go to my favorite Shaman's website for meditations. Check out MEDITATION BURSTS BY JULIAN DEVOE
NO PRESSURE. YOU CAN LEARN TO MEDITATE TOO! Breathe and let go of resistance for at least 15-20 minutes. Acknowledge any thoughts that come up and be patient with yourself.  There are many different types of meditation, please take the time to find the one that works for you and your life-style.  Feel free to let me know what works!

#3 PROPER NUTRITION

"Food can be your medicine or your poison."
Whole foods, proper vitamin regimen,  hydration, and INFUSING love in my food helps me feel healthy, strong and confident. I will share more on what I eat and take for supplements in detail in another blog post.

#4 EXERCISE

Physical exercise is A MUST for my physical, mental, and emotional well-being! It builds my confidence, releases stress, and helps me sleep better.
I just have be careful not to be excessive! I move my body in gratitude to create MORE HEALTH and HEALING, NOT to do harm! How do you like to move? What is your favorite class?

#5 AFFIRMATION REPITITION

This is major in my life. I create a powerful word or statement that helps me FEEL empowered, safe, and supported. I write it, say it, record it, declare, and learn to naturally embody it. Give it a try!

#6 MIRROR WORK

I have a morning mirror work ritual that helps me heal, love and accept my flaws and start my day in a loving and gentle way. (trust me - not easy to do first thing in the morning, but very therapeutic) It may feel uncomfortable at first, but I urge you to watch this video and just try!

Mirror Work with Louise Hay

#7 GRATITUDE JOURNAL

Every night and whenever fear comes up, writing down what I am grateful for reminds me that I am supported and loved.  This helps me to allow more ease and satisfaction into heart.
And if you need an extra push to start your own journal ... maybe knowing that Oprah does it too will motivate you! ;0)


Remember you can wake up and replay the same thoughts that didn't didn't support you yesterday or you can CHOOSE TO CREATE A NEW REALITY just by thinking a new positive satisfying thought.

YOU HAVE THE POWER to take baby steps or giant leaps out of your own version H.E.L.L.

Sending love to all who take the time to read this and use the information for positive change in their life. Email me if you have any questions info@warriorlifecode.com

If you do need some help getting started please join us for The One Activation Away Challenge. Click on link for more info: THE ONE ACTIVATION AWAY CHALLENGE 


Love and Freedom,
Natalia